Blubbering Mess

So I took a roll in the proverbial "hay" with MAW...and found myself a blubbering mess after my second orgasm. TO MUCH INFORMATION - Children leave the room then!

It was not the cheezy Lifetime movie tears but like gawfing into my clench fists, trapped somewhere between delirium and intense excitment. My brain's closest emotion for release was crying. MAW wasn't fazed, he kept lapping and I kept bawling.

It was amazing and scary all at the same time and for the most part, I would have traded the moment(s) in for anything in the world. I am also a little embarassed to admit such behavior but what are friends for.

I can't even begin to explain what happened in our bedroom that day but it was a grateful sleep that night.

For the curious - I have taken the Jah conversation to another forum - Onika.ManMecca@yahoo.com same screenname I am usually on around 9-10pm EST. Some men are dogs, some are scum and others are just wonderful...

Ms. Anonymous

Hi again:
There is a lot to be said about the past and the interesting people that we all meet. I feel that I have been lucky, I have brushed with death, illness and sadness and made it out okay. Not everyone is as fortunate. I am mostly happy that I can look back on the whole scenario laugh wholeheartedly at the lunacy of it all.

I feel badly for the woman the maintains her sorry status in Jah's life. I feel badly because at the end of the day she chooses to stay. Are her alternatives really all that bad. I know my reasons for getting involved with him and for the most part they were all self serving and selfish. I was never in love with him and never made long term plans with him. Like I mentioned in the beginning of this pilgrimage there must be a few pit stops along the way. It was fun while it lasted.

Yesterday I sent him a text message..."I hope you have changed you ways..." for $.10 that is all I could give at this point. We may never cross paths again, and if and when it happens I am happy to say that I know I will be in a better place. In the mean time it is really nice to see that there is another woman out there that knows what I went through - the good and the bad and isn't bitter about the whole experience although ---- girl, depending on how many mega pixels were on the digital camera I would drag his ass to court.

Just tell me you did not lend him money!!!

I did not post your first comment because you had personal information that I did not think you would want to share with the world.

We can definitely talk, I don't mind sharing my cell number...At this rate we may be neighbors. I emailed you but if you don't get it, send me an address and I will hit you up.

Till then...